I've been taking my medication as of late. Enough time has passed so that I am feeling a little more balanced.
My moods are settling so that they are not quite as extreme. When I was angry, I was very angry and when I felt sad, it overcame me. I can actually come to work and stay focused on the job at hand. No more thoughts dancing about in my head and bumping into each other.
In some ways, I miss me, the up and down me. But I do realize that I can function better as a mom, employee, friend when I am medicated.